Mar 19, 2008, 7:02 PM
Post #300 of 793
I'm wondering if anyone is having a similar experience as me:
Am I going crazy? Are you going with me?
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When I was accepted to three schools last week it was amazing and wonderful and I couldn't believe it. I was prepared to be rejected from every school I applied to, and then I wasn't. I was validated! I was a good writer!
But this week I'm terrified. This week my mind is saying, "Oh, shit, you've done it now. You've tricked everyone into thinking you're a good writer, now what the hell are you going to do?"
Is anyone freaking out a little bit? Like I spent the last year of my life preparing for this, and now it's here, it's all happening, and I'm losing my cool, I'm terrified that I have no good ideas, that I'm going to have writer's block, etc.
Maybe it's just stress? I just quit my job, sold my condo, am planning my move for fall, and finishing my thesis for my MA, and I'm wondering if I need a therapist. I promise I'm not ussually this nuerotic.